It’s like soft hotel porn, unsatisfying and sad …
I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I’ve been told
I really don’t want them to come around
Oh, no Read more »
Was either thinking or reading about something, likely a quote about how we move in life. That made me think about a really great segment in Octvarium, section V called “The Razors Edge”. The song has long been a favorite of mine, often providing inspiration and intense thought provoking wisdom. Read more »
Sometimes I feel like I’m barely treading water, my conscience fading in and out, unable to stop what’s happening. My life spins in and out of control. It’s like a never ending self inflicted nightmare. I can’t stop myself, I can’t control this circle of shit and I have a hard time influencing the outcome [...] Read more »
In this cloud of conscienceness, I am without understanding of how to rid myself of the turbulence that paralyzes me and destroys my life. Constant motion of rotting misery and alcoholism, trapped in ice, left to die in this glass prison inside my mind.
Being crazy does have it’s benefits. Read more »
I just bit my own tongue (ouch) while I was saying to myself (in my head, who the fuck listens to me anyways) that I’ve realized (well that’s not new) that I am one fucked up person. Not ever as relevant as a recent exchange with another member of the opposite sex that involved talking [...] Read more »
In the garden of death, flowers bring the desperation of a million souls. No contention can ease the desperation of grasping for life like suspending ones self from a cliff, never intent on the spiraling disillusion of the life that is desired but unknown. Rising like a ocean of pleasantries, the morning sunrise brings mercy [...] Read more »
Most people dream at night, often never remembering them. That’s pretty normal. When people try to describe those dreams that they do recall, they never make sense to anyone but the dreamer. I dream at night just like everyone else, but I hardly ever recall them. The problem that I have is I tend to [...] Read more »
“Right and wrong are just words, it’s what you do that matters.”
“Sometimes you’ve got to be wrong and learn the hard way.”
“Dignity is showing your worthiness when others are undermining you.”
“Just when you’re through hanging on, you realize you have been forsaken.”
“Strength makes you who you are and shines a light in your darkness.”
“To be [...] Read more »
Sitting here, wasting away.
Wasted time keeps skipping, wasted time keeps drifting, further from the wasted as the wasted waste away.
Living wasted, wasted sleeping, wasting the time in between.
Wasted love, wasted hate, all wasted for the sake of being wasted.
Sitting here, wasting away.
Wasting time watching the world be wasted away.
Wasted places, wasted races, wasting time being [...] Read more »
Since the DT concert was one of, if not the, best shows I’ve ever seen … I have to say this …. “The show was ridiculous in their (Dream Theaters) disgusting display of technical knowledge and prowess that is unrivaled by any band I have ever seen or heard.” They are just incredible, simply incredible….. [...] Read more »